Hey There Hayden

I know I said that this was going to be happier and lighter, but I don't think so. And since no one actually reads this, I don't really give a damn. I don't really give a damn about anything these days. It's like my days are all blending together and melting into one another. They're heating up, filled with my rage and helplessness. Filled with thoughts of what a weak bitch I am. These little thoughts make up my days and they're little grains of sand getting hotter and hotter until they melt into glass. This glass is perfectly see through. No one can see it coming and when it hits them then this glass is a nuisance and it's walked around or pushed away. I can't control my depression anymore, it's hard. Like really hard just to go through my day feeling like a fucked up, self loathing bitch and still put up this smile. It's not even a good one. They think I'm getting better. I have my days but I'm getting better right? I'm looking to t...

I'm sorry :D I'm sorry, but I just need a moment to think about something. Donald Trump, Multi-billionare, President of the United States, and a very successful buisness man, needs your personal money too! I'm laughing really hard actually, but let's break this down: On average Trump makes around 400,000 just for being president...and golfing. Let's be honest, he spends a lot time on those swings so that he can use them guns on twitter. To be fair, Trump did say he'd donate all of the presidential salary to charity, but according to the constitution Article 2, Section 1 clause 7, he must receive a fixed salary that CANNOT be changed, eliminated or refused. In other words, that money is his. AKA he can spend some of it redecorating the white house!! That's what we really needed! ot only does he recieve that and free housing, but he also has all of his businesses! To be precise he makes ~650 million per year according to his disclosure form. And he still wants...

So, my pen name is Hayden Writes. It's not my real name...well Hayden is my name, but not Writes. I chose Writes because I'm a writer and there is something about the idea of it that gets me so excited. I'm so excited to share my ideas and stories with everyone I guess. I love how people will get to see what's in my head and the creative mess it is. So I've been working on this book called "The War Among us" and I've hit a milestone that I'm super duper excited about. I've written 50 pages in a Google document. 16 chapters. 50 pages and 27,713 words. This is huge for me because this is a commitment like no other. I've NEVER stuck to a project for this long and I'm glad I stickin' around for this one. It's taking me on this big roller coaster ride and I want you guys to join. Like I said before in my description. SOO I thought about posting chapters on here for people to read. Like a free ebook :D. That's all  I gotta say for...